I wish it was the way it used to be
But that will never happen
So ill just keep on and forget about how broken I am from what happened and lie to myself every day and fake it so hard that when I’m by myself like I am right now, ill have no clue of who I am or who I was of who I want to be. Ill cry my eyes out and forget that twenty minutes ago.. I was pretending like I had some sort of clue of where I was in this world.

Our depth has shallowed out now
The rain, an endless storm
The words are absent from our mouths
And lust is ever more
The love is missed and jaded
By me but not by you
The paranoia in my head
Will seize when vows are due
I miss that childish boy
Whose love was clean and new
I miss the way he cherished things
The things I cherished too
This man has been awakened
A threat and two hard hearts
I wish I could do something
I wish you’d play your part
The stare you give is blank now
The feeling is no more
Fear of emotion or fear of love
But I fear the exit door
I wish I was enough
Enough to break this curse
You carry this so evidently
It burdens you as a purse
I let it rain where I find no match
No match of now to then
I never thought that things would be
The way that things have been
I’ve never loved so much
I’ve never fought so hard
The beating is so brutal
But the night hides every scar
I’ll wake up to another hour
A different day of new
Hide the hurt inside my chest
But you haven’t got a clue
I think you’re sick of trying
To glue me back together
I wish I could stop crying
I wish we’d change the weather
Where did we go wrong
Was it all me or just you
I guess ill carry on and seek
If this love is surely true